| | Wow it is nice to see that everyone is reading my site. I know I am not the first pessimisstic person on here. I am just going through a tough time right now. I can't even begin to understand this feeling. I am thinking about cutting again. I know I shouldn't it won't solve anything but this pain has got to go somewhere. I really don't have anyone other than my family who I can't say anything to because they will say "I told you so" and "you are getting to thin". However I am getting this thin because it is not so much about losing weight anymore. It is a simple response, a way to deal because I can't deal on my own. I am sick of no one external from my family caring. My best friend doesn't care about me anymore. Always making up excuses but has time for everyone else. Fuck this. Fuck all of this. I wanna die. |
| | Posted 8/2/2007 10:59 AM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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